Tuesday, July 5, 2011

why i write



words.


how can words
ever define
birth,
love,
the fiercely delicate
shape of your eyebrows
your eyes
which see me
without reflecting words
back at me.


your smell,
the warm solid softness
of your neck
where my nose
and your shoulder meet.


with each beat
of my heart
the space around me grows
until
the room,
the yellow indian quilt,
your delicately shaped skull
and the soft fine hair
which covers it,
the sound of your breathing,
dog sighs emerging
from down under
the bed,
the warmth of you,
the hiss of the heater
and
the loud beating of my heart
...
swirls around
and becomes mystery.
the mystery of this moment.
of you.


words are not moments.
they are only markers
which in time
could lead me back
to this.
this moment. this love.



Sunday, July 3, 2011

a gift


this is just a small post
because i want to start blogging
again
but don't always have the time.


at present i juggle time
between my new love
and my old
the dishes
the wusels
learning the tarot
going to yoga
starting a women's writing circle
exploring links between children, nature and spirit
researching career development in biodiversity
writing about food security and community gardens.


some days i feel like my life have never been
as rich and full
of love and joy.


some days i feel like my life will never be
what it can be.


today i received
the gift of a few hours
all by myself.



i cleaned the house
made some lunch
am doing a bit of blogging
rushing so that



now....
now i am ready to step
into this beautiful day
with a camera in hand
and a heart which seeks
out beauty*