Thursday, April 9, 2009


feeling a bit sad tonight.
running out of money
so i'll might have to de-register
for the second semester of my studies
as well as put on hold our plans for a baby.



our future president scares the hell out of me.



then i read angela's dancing comment
and reya's beautiful posts on spirit guides.

my spirit picks up it head and starts stretching its limbs



lets dance.



just danced down my blog roll
feeling breathless, flushed, inspired.



i like to finish this dance
with a bow of gratitude*

11 comments:

Angela said...

I always wonder why money is allowed to get in the way with all our beautiful plans. It SHOULD not!
Money is just a means, not our ruler. Can`t you apply for a stipendium AND become pregnant and THEN see how it all works out? Maybe you can earn some money with your many abilities - there should be a way?! You can teach photography, or creative writing, or write stories yourself. Don`t let money dictate over you! Your old pal Angela

Angela said...

Haha, the next veri word is messes... oh, we will deal with you messes and change you into MASSES - of money and courage!
And thank you, Hele, for telling me I rock, that`s cute, and I want you to rock along with me, but I see you are dancing already! Good girl!

Fire Byrd said...

It's horrid when the mundane stuff that is money makes us worry.
And ever so lovely when a dance can make you smile.
xx

thailandchani said...

I hope something comes along so that you won't have to de-register from anything! Angela is right. It's awful that money gets in the way of our reaching our highest vibration as human beings.

~*

d smith kaich jones said...

I dance with you! I am accepting everything this weekend - it will be what it will be & I will let it be. I will dance the weekend down, and let my worries look for me. When you feel a whirl go by you, it will be me, and I will be taking your hand and we will dance a bit together before I continue on. Perhaps we will invent a money dance, and wear golden clothes, and the money will fall into our opened hands. Yes!! I am practicing the steps now!

:) Debi

flutter said...

have that baby. how much do you need for school?

love you

Maurey Pierce said...

Oh sweetie. I hear you on the money issue. Ugh. I hope that things start to look a little better - you certainly aren't alone right now. It's a scary time for many people.

Susanne said...

Hi. I'm sending rich thoughts your way.

robin bird said...

i like this post! it has all the reality of your life as well as hope for what is to come...then gratitude. a perfect balance in my mind. i love the photos of the dogs as ever and please do let me know if you and debi manage to accumulate any gold while dancing. i would be terribly happy for both of you if it works!!

Reya Mellicker said...

What a beautiful dance!

I hate worrying about money, but there it is, looming over me like some scary ghoul all the time.

So glad you're on the mend from feeling sad or frightened!

Kay Adams said...

This lifted my spirit..lovely photographs..I think I would be a little scared of your new neighbor too..